The more I go to church...

The more I attend church the less I seem to be willing to accept the idiocy.
Is this what the phrase 'losing religion' means? It's not the inverse of 'gaining' it so far as I can tell. It's a consistent, progressive chafing at the inherent flaws that others ignore. Gaining, if that's what really occurred to me some 5 or 6 years ago, felt different. Not a steady numbness or increasing indifference to flaws. Though to be fair life wasn't exactly nice at the time and perhaps it's more that I was retreating from life in general and thus not paying attention to what I was doing.
Hm.

Anyway. Since I never manage to remember thing like this later...
How is it that God is supposed to be as expressed (unchanging, love, perfect, never mistaken, etc) yet in the famous passages where Moses receives the commandments and Aaron builds a golden cow (EXO 32) God as much as says "Oh forget it. I'm just going to kill all those people and make you, Moses, a 'great nation.'" Wait, this is our benevolent god? Serious echoes of Noah here (which He said He'd never do again... that's a different argument).

Then over a couple of verses later Moses convinces Him to change His mind? Wait, I though God's opinions were immutable? How does He go from destroying these sinful people (oh yes, those that love their children are willing to slay them at the slightest insult?) to, well, we're not told hoe He felt after Moses reminded Him of His oaths... wait. Why did God, of all beings, need to be reminded of His oaths to Abraham? Hm again.

Verizon sucks

I don't know what unfortunate gentleman Verizon thinks is my mother but I've been bothering him constantly today because Verizon is incapable of running a cell network.

Here's hoping the idiots can at least transmit text messages.

Trading, day 2

Some hiccups getting started, and I'll journal all that when I feel like taking the time, but finally on the 23rd I've opened my first real money positions.

I put in an order to sell a GOOG IC last night, which cleared quite quickly this morning, and an hour or two after open I added a position in SINA. My balance is up 20% which is of course quite misleading but still. I'm satisfied for now. Trading through ETrade, not my first choice, is damned clunky when my research and tracking are done in different places. At the moment I'm doing research using a combination of Dough.com and Thinkorswim and tracking my trades using a Google spreadsheet. It's fugly. I sorely miss being able to look at my activity as a history or transaction log like you can get on TOS. It took me way to long to even find the cash balance on ETrade's site. Damn thing. I'll make it work only as long as I have to.

Anyway, these two were filled today, both to open. :)

.GOOG140222C1200	-1
.GOOG140222C1205	1
.GOOG140222P1120	-1
.GOOG140222P1115	1

filled at $3.10

.SINA140222C80	-1
.SINA140222C82.5	1
.SINA140222P67.5	-1
.SINA140222P65	1

filled at $1.25.

Yeah, that's probably hard to read. Frankly, I don't care. I just copy and paste from my spreadsheet and can't be bothered to pretty it up.

Something I want to do: Find a means of charting the projected market value of an option spread using theta and charm of theta over time to allow me to predict how many days it will take to reach various profit points. Using that I can (in theory) guesstimate what plays will offer me the best return on a per day basis. Hm. Though I may need to upgrade my PC (and my understanding of calculus) to implement it unless there's something that does that already. Anyway, that's a bit of a future consideration. I just want it recorded for now.

The Trading Plan

I recently heard SLM's  trader psychology segment from Jan 9, 2013 and was a bit kicked in the tail. I'm failing part of the plan that my wife and I agreed upon. Though it's only part it's a psychological crack that I can't leave un-mended. So to bring myself back in line: Here we go.

(doc link to the most current version, also it's over in the pages list)

Preface

I've had this sitting in Evernote for ages. Well. Alright, since 8/17/13. That's ages in some (a lot of) contexts. Because I've been sitting on it, being lazy, I've broken Guidance #5 from the get go. Drat it all.

Worse, I realize looking at it again that the plan has changed. Which is fine, but I'm not going to post the original version now, that'd feel silly, and so the progression is lost. Ah well. Also some of this is a bit forced because I'm trying to maintain the generic flavor of the plan when I've already pretty well gelled strategy and methods for the time being. Everything is subject to change though so I want the plan to be able to encompass those changes in strategy. It's simply hard for me to pull back from the specifics I've already decided on yet necessary to do so.

The Trading Plan

1. Assertions
1. I intend to begin trading stock options. If sufficient income streams can be built to finance my personal budget while continuing to grow account balance(s) I will cease to have a 'day job.'
2. I will be performing strategic trading based on carefully considered metrics without relying on any accuracy of forecasting individual positions.
3. Which segments and what sorts of metrics or analysis are something I must continually research, test, and refine; as a trader this must be the skill which defines my trading and will be the algorithm that will be built into future growth.
2. Guidance
1. I will actively discuss results and progress with my wife. As my children are ready I will introduce them to these topics.
2. I will perform stock-picking only as paper trading. CAVEAT: I may need to bootstrap with discretionary trading but will resist the inherent belief that I can pick a winner.
3. I may take a bath in the event of a housing-collapse-style event. I accept this possibility and will not rely on trading incomes to survive until such time as I have sufficient reserves to re-start  from scratch (this assertion will require continual, ongoing analysis of budget requirements, market conditions, and account disposition).
4. I must accept a certain amount of losses; I must identify how much loss can be allowed on any given strategy. I must perform Risk/Reward analysis at the strategy level rather than the individual trade, though the two will most likely closely reflect each other. This analysis will probably require a regular weekly review, and therefore comprehensive tracking will need to be set up.
5. I WILL communicate publicly (probably via blog) as much of my strategies and results as I can as time and energy allow.
6. I will not utilize a portable trading platform. Trades and direct research will be conducted from a tethered location. Though a multi-purpose laptop may be used, it will only be used for these activities at a single location. Educational pursuits are excepted (grey areas like blog reading must be monitored). A mobile device may be used to check account status for the purpose of personal budget planning. In short, I leave the trading behind at the desk and offer undivided attention, or at least not divided by the markets, to whatever my present situation may be.
7. I will rely on statistical advantages multiplied over number of occurrences to achieve success. I will not ride black swans but will take the first exit which offers reasonable profit on each and every trade.
3. Progression
1. I will test multiple free or demo tools and select an initial, preferably low overhead, tool for beginning trading on the assumption that success will open the financial doors to more powerful tools in the future
1. MILESTONE: Initial tool selected by 2013-10-31 - complete (ThinkOrSwim {TOS})
2. ADDITIONAL: Tool licensed or subscribed by 2013-11-30 - complete, the thing is free (with an unfunded account @ TDAmeritrade)
2. I will educate and paper trade until 2014-01 to familiarize myself with 1 or 2 possible strategies and allow maximal time to deal with tax complexities
1. MILESTONE: First money trade position opened by 2014-01-31
1. Threatened: Account funding took longer than expected and then the brokerage stonewalled on trading spreads. Working on preparing another account elsewhere
3. Identify mechanically repeatable strategy metrics
1. MILESTONE: At least one safe mechanical trade strategy by June 2014
4. Begin cobbling ad hoc automation technologies
1. MILESTONE: An ugly, bootstrapped system able to generate trade orders by Dec 2014.
2. ADDITIONAL: A way to get the generated trade orders executed by same deadline
4. Goals
1. Daily
1. Perform at least 2 paper trades a day using any strategy or mix of strategies. This goal is intended to be perpetual. Paper trades will be logged in whatever tracking device in use at the moment (currently a Google spreadsheet)
1. This has slipped a lot but I feel has been sufficient, especially over December 2013, to proceed
2. Annually
1. Year 1 (2014/01/01 - 2014/12/31)
1. Annual average account growth of 20%. This means that ROR must average to 20% to maintain growth.
1. This may be way too aggressive based on December returns. However markets vary and this may be feasible in the future. Requires monitoring
3. Quarterly
1. Review of account performance against an idealized growth chart tied to the annual goal
1. This should probably be monthly, as the account balance becomes tied to living expenses this will become part of the family budgeting routine
4. Weekly
1. Weekly review of positions and aggressive profit-taking. Positions should turn over quickly to maintain income flow. Highly profitable positions may be held longer to increase average ROR if possible.
1. This is only marginally necessary. I’ll be putting in closing limit orders at my desired exit point the day after each position opens. Position review is necessary but the aggressive profit taking will be built into the trades.
2. I deliberately left that stupid sentence in there struck-out as a reminder of my own hubris. Positions will close at defined profit points as determined at the time the position is opened. If I feel a play could have been more profitable I am free to try to re-open the position in any way deemed profitable.

Let's argue with observable reality, shall we?

Reality cannot be reasoned with. It simply is and the one demand, undeniable, that it makes of us is that we accept it as it is.
Failure to do so is death regardless of what the cultural frameworks we build around reality have to say on the matter.


Note: I can't think of anything else to say on the matter, so it promotes from draft to publish.

Huh

http://poserorprophet.wordpress.com/2005/07/28/when-justice-conquers-holiness-why-i-support-gay-marriage/

Interestingly this notion makes one reconsider things like illegal immigration. Where should legal technicalities stand in moral considerations (IM being part morality and part legality).

Not drafting is worse than too many drafts

A little while back I finalized a number of posts that had been sitting around as drafts collecting dust and becoming the kind of cancerous growth that keeps me from getting junk done. "Oh, I still have all that to deal with too." Dun wanna, what else can I do instead?

I figured it would be better not to have a bunch of half written posts sitting around waiting to be finished. Well, wrong. Now I have waaaay too many post ideas and proto posts in Evernote instead. :< A cure worse than the problem. So enough with that. Drafts it is and I'll just have to learn to deal with it.